angst anyone?

Last night for FHE we went to the sand dunes and roasted marshmallows. It was dang fun. I really like my FHE family. We get along realy well. Our brothers are really great and have already come over to give my roommate a blessing. They jump at the chance to serve us which is really great.

I had a restless night, waking up multiple times.

Today was rough. It was hard to pay attention, I had to do SO much practicing, squeezing in 10-15 minute intervals whenever I could. I am offering my accompanying services this semester which has been great for a lot of reasons. Yesterday I picked up two more jobs, which is fine, but they each have like 6 songs and the one girl needed me ready by today for her lesson. Which I thought would be ok. But. Oh my. Her songs are out of control hard. It's going to take A LOT of work to get them down, and I'm wondering if I should tell her to find someone more qualified. But then I miss out on the money...I don't know.

Heavenly Father blessed me by having her teacher not show up for the lesson so I was able to rough stuff out with just her. But it was still incredibly discouraging.

Dang. Tuesdays are unbelievably hard.