Sometimes that thing happens where life overwhelms and terrifies me and I get very caught up in the future and the questions and the doubts that I have about it. I get freaked out about marriage, major, transfering, money. Last week was one of those weeks. The past weekend (although WONDERFUL) was one of those weekends. Panic set in.
Thanks to fasting, priesthood blessings and some very stalwart people in my life, I calmed down a little bit. And today was one of those days where everything seemed to go right. I woke up early, I participated in class, I argued my point about a modulating excerpt so well that even my teacher agreed, I had a good practice, I got homework done, I did dishes, I stayed awake in choir, I sang in master class, I was hired by two girls to accompany them this semester. $70 dollars isn't much but it will make it so I can actually hire my own and then a little bit. Hopefully I can get hired more.
I'm not alone. My life isn't mine, it's being directed by someone who knows the full story. All I have to do is live it, go forward in faith, do what I'm supposed to do and it's all going to be just fine.
Who else is excited to see what happens in the next year?
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