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Dear Cammie,
You left for college yesterday.
After you drove away I stood in your bedroom and bawled my eyes out.
Kevin said that me standing there looked like I had just sent my own daughter away to college.
I am so gosh darn excited for you to go start your new adventures at school.
You are going to love it so much.
And I know it's a little scary and hard right now because beginnings are that way, but I think you'll be pleased to find that this is where life gets stinking awesome.
Everything else has just been preparing you for this. It's the best.
I wish I wasn't so selfish Cam Cam. I've always just taken it for granted that you would always be here. I was the one that was far away but I could always come home to you.
Now it's the other way around.
Janna and I will keep each other company the best we can, but I'm pretty sure you are her favorite.
Actually I think you are everyone's favorite. :)
We love you babydoll.
I love you the most.
Go do awesome things down there. You are the best.
Love,
Amberly