Sunday, April 29, 2012

what i would see in the mirror of erised.

Last night I had a very vivid, intense dream that I was hugely pregnant and in labor while an incompetent birthing coach deserted me and I could feel my baby's head and foot through my stomach.

Today in my welcome to the ward interview with my new bishop, he asked me what I want to be when I grow up and without any hesitation I answered "A mom. Everything else I am doing is just a back-up plan."

In due time.

I'm happy with my life right now. I'm so happy to be single. I'm so happy that I'm not a mom yet.

But oh heck. When that day finally comes, I'm going to love those babies, and I am going to be a dang awesome wife and mother. It's my divine destiny. Screw feminism. I want to be a stay-at-home mom. And there should be nothing wrong with that desire.

2 comments:

JKZABRISKIE said...

You'll be awesome!!! And our babies will be best friends!!!

Mandy Hixson said...

i love your baby dreams. they are the best. and yeah go stay-at-home moms!! that's what i want to be too! :)